Tuesday, January 4, 2011

The Beginning of Something Seemingly Disastrous

New semester
That also means new teacher classes, and students that a company them. So far, nothing looks promising. It's my first time actually taking an AP (Advance Placement) Class and its on European History. This could possibly be the hardest class in our school and yet i thought i would be able to mantle all the responsibility and precarious work that came with it.

It's only the first day of semester and I'm already behind in that class.

Go figure.

What happen to that

Monday, January 3, 2011

New Starts

It's the New Year, new beginnings new promises and old ones quickly forgotten. I Don't know how to view this one though. Each New Years for the past three years I've tried to believe, hey maybe this one will be better, maybe something will change. But with every New Year things only seem to be getting progressing worse. I want to take this New Year with a more positive attitude, to just smile and laugh more and keep clinging on to the hope that keeps slipping through my hands. I'm only 16 years old, I shouldn't be feeling this way. I shouldn't have this feeling of hopelessness seeping into my skin, my thoughts. But there's nothing i can do but keep hope that hey maybe this one will be better, Maybe something will change.

Maybe this year ill smile more.